numero un

So it’s been a while since I’ve had a proper blog. Well I think it’s high time I do up a proper one now that my life is kinda in a mess; a mess I stupidly led myself into. …What was I thinking?

Be appreciative and thankful.

Be appreciative and thankful.

“Don’t compare if you don’t like to be compared to as well.”

How true. 

You won’t regret it until you’ve lost it. I’ve lost and I do regret it. But never mind, from now  it’ll be looking forward and upwards, never back or sidewards. (This sounds like the prisoners in Plato’s allegory of the Cave that we just did in class today, which I really don’t like as much as before)

School is starting to pick up this semester. I’m getting more accustomed to having unfriendly and judgemental classmates though I wouldn’t want to be with them if I could. It’s so sad that now i have a friend in my classes yet I don’t really have one either. I guess I the hate of competition and losing it so maybe that’s why i’m making up all these excuses.

Am gonna be getting back to work and getting my stellar lifestyle back…soon. Haven’t been alone in such a long time I’ve forgotten how it feels. I did it before so I can certainly do it again. 

YES I CAN. C’est possible.